Sunday 9 March 2008

Tears

"dear diary,
and god,

let there be no more bubblegums.

i'm beginning to believe that i have come to the second world, or stayed there anyway, to expose pain. to unveil misery. to show my tears.

i'd scare the kiddies at work out of their minds doing that. i'd be banned from training the girls team forever, and lose those friends that i thought could still bear me, showing up with black hole eyes and wrists slashed. can't do that. but i can in the other world. i think serval is showing me the way. show on the dolly what happened... show on the serval how you feel.

mia"