"dear diary,
while real life is now about to change a lot for me – a new job, a new home, new surroundings, new love life, yes, because why shouldn't i be expectant – next life is probably not going to change dramatically for serval. (unless she'll be elected on emmi day, that is. i'm keeping my fingers crossed, although i think her campign is still just a little, little bit on the quiet side.)
today is a special day for my incarnation, anyhow, even though i'm not sure she's aware of it herself. because she still doesn't handle figures and numbers very well. at all.
serval, it's your rezzing day. your birthday. happy birthday!
two years (that's 730 days, sweetie, which is about the same number of days as the number of lindens needed to buy one two three four hairs in deviant kitties or simliar stores, or almost enough to buy that red pair of bax shoes, so that you'd have those too, not just the blacks) have passed since those first confused steps and that first typing in the air.
things have changed since. well, some have. there have been new friends, inventory items and experiences. there has been work, love, loss of love, loss of friends, yet new friends, and an insight in what happens to people when they pass the veil into the world of the undead and become the incarnations of next life. basically, not much happens at all. i think that's the conclusion on that one. but what follows into the next world is filtered, sharpened, or rather like homemade stock. you reduce it until the essence that you're looking for is there, good or bad, and then wield it at your dinner guests.
serval has moved on from being a complete newbie to a camper, and on to being a kept incarnation, then a dancer in a club, and then kept again. her interests haven't changed much, though. she still goes dancing for fun, shopping and hanging with friends. oh, what has changed is that she now likes fish a lot. did i foresee that? nope.
politics are also new. i wish serval all luck on emmi voting day. wouldn't it be a lovely thing having an incarnation from next life in the e-you parliament! i don't know if any of the politicians more experienced than serval are running through their incarnations. companies, embassies and their countries, musicians, they all go next life. so why not the politicians, too. the election hasn't been a very hot topic inworld, though, so i think they may have neglected their presence and their incarnation voters.
one thing that hasn't changed yet is that little never ending controversy of mine and serval's. it's still to be resolved. do i control her? or does she control me?
love, serval!
mia"