Saturday 20 December 2008

Wet

And all of a sudden Mia's there again. Not that I've heard from her. I haven't, not for ages. But she's there again. Sweeping under my skin. Muffling the world and the avatars around. Numbing me. Clutching my hands, my heart. Wet cheeks and a void.

Sensing her this way makes me want to go to sleep, to just go away, away to nowhere. But I can't do that. I can't decide when to sleep. It just happens. And it doesn't happen now. All I can do is just feel her. And wait.